January 31, 2003
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The good news is we’re both over the flu. The bad news is Mom has been bleeding. She had tests run on her urine and blood, but her doctor was off today, so we have to wait til Monday to see what he says. *sigh* The bleeding had stopped today, but Mom is sleeping a lot and doesn’t seem to feel well. More bad news: I didn’t get the job. ARG. I’m disappointed and disheartened that I can’t even get a lousy job in a call center taking orders off the phone. I mean, how much more dull and easy could a job possibly be? I feel like a big loser! *flashing the big L sign* More bad news: Josh has been put on ‘mobility’ status, which means he needs to be ready to go overseas. I don’t want him to go. He seems to be fine with it, though. Things did go well at the dentist. Look Ma, no cavities. *smile* I went and spent the afternoon with my friend now that all my yukky germs are gone. We had fun talking, watching a movie, and eating. I’m glad I finally got to visit. She is still waiting to hear about the chemo. I thought they had told her a definite no, but I was wrong. Please join me in praying for her. Mom asked me today where I lived and told me she didn’t know where she lived. How totally tragic. I miss her so much. It seems so weird without her here, I wonder what I have done. I sit in that place and watch all the people and am just filled with sadness. That’s not how things are supposed to end.
Romans 15:4 For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope.
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